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<rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" version="2.0"><channel><atom:link rel="hub" href="http://tumblr.superfeedr.com/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom"/><description>this was recently “life as we know it” but i thought is sounded silly so i changed it.
yeah but anyway, my name is Ashlei and i’m from Australia, and yeah this blog is about my everyday life, and i honestly don’t care if you like it or not. but i self harm and am depressed, but i like to help if i can, or talk to people if they need someone to listen and talk to. so if you want to talk i’m here for anyone.
But, apart from all the depressing stuff, i should PROBABLY mention that i love anime!! A lot. I draw it i watch it and i read manga. its the best way to live life i say ^__^ I’m also a bi sexual 17 year old &gt;.</description><title>Fuck you life...</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @awesometacular-95)</generator><link>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>pyayaya:

when I’m bored I always end up drawing AT
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&lt;p&gt;when I’m bored I always end up drawing AT&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/50965938919</link><guid>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/50965938919</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 00:02:45 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>oh my god!! D:</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/6982a479e1df546a0412f776cf82cfc6/tumblr_minvy016lJ1s6n41eo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;oh my god!! D:&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/50865588099</link><guid>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/50865588099</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 20:18:48 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>fuckyeahlaughters:

georje:
I FOUND A WHOLE ROOM FULL OF PILLOWS...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mc3bl4ySe71rd6j2xo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://www.thefunniestblog.com/post/50816736283/georje-i-found-a-whole-room-full-of-pillows-i-am"&gt;fuckyeahlaughters&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://georje.tumblr.com/post/33834053346/i-found-a-whole-room-full-of-pillows-i-am-about-to"&gt;georje&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I FOUND A WHOLE ROOM FULL OF PILLOWS I AM ABOUT TO HAVE THE MOST FUN I WILL PROBABLY EVER HAVE&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/50864948817</link><guid>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/50864948817</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 20:10:01 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>mymindpalaceisatardis:

DID THAT KITTEH JUST 
JUST HUG IT’S...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/0542f670646ff1a02307ef2a1cdb8326/tumblr_mhe1chXOgd1qk5jzvo1_400.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://mymindpalaceisatardis.tumblr.com/post/49079313287/did-that-kitteh-just-just-hug-its-head"&gt;mymindpalaceisatardis&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;DID THAT KITTEH JUST &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;JUST HUG IT’S HEAD &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;BECAUSE YOU PETTED IT’S TUMMY &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;WHAT AN ADORABLE KITTEH&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/50303652042</link><guid>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/50303652042</guid><pubDate>Sun, 12 May 2013 20:40:22 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/1a4aedbc0f9df665879a7ab42791c734/tumblr_mmgdbq8S8N1s1l4uqo1_400.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/49967486079</link><guid>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/49967486079</guid><pubDate>Wed, 08 May 2013 19:15:41 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/4fb7d6b6ee64b87d0f6a56c2d6ca3eb4/tumblr_mjdukirAS01r6mw8no2_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/84aa66317711f5b307ddffb7b0475f20/tumblr_mjdukirAS01r6mw8no7_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/f600c2d1a420355dd4c7b11035fbf2d4/tumblr_mjdukirAS01r6mw8no5_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/89a861c2eb22dbf084ef6d1a52ef16aa/tumblr_mjdukirAS01r6mw8no9_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/dcac77dd5e492932e84f1adc11deda35/tumblr_mjdukirAS01r6mw8no8_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/21b4e467431e7086d3e5a9678b97ddf6/tumblr_mjdukirAS01r6mw8no6_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/6c87f8b4d4931cc93eaae7e4591dcc5d/tumblr_mjdukirAS01r6mw8no1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/1cb41f8dfb1027da718eed547f77c28e/tumblr_mjdukirAS01r6mw8no10_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/44504568417085addf42ba30b09b9928/tumblr_mjdukirAS01r6mw8no3_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/49967128535</link><guid>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/49967128535</guid><pubDate>Wed, 08 May 2013 19:11:02 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>The warm fuzzy feeling you get when someone acknowledges you and takes the time to talk to you ...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;The warm fuzzy feeling you get when someone acknowledges you and takes the time to talk to you  &amp;#8230;. that one person made me happy. Hehe and now i can&amp;#8217;t stop smiling! :3&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/49930331402</link><guid>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/49930331402</guid><pubDate>Wed, 08 May 2013 08:49:24 -0400</pubDate><category>happy little duckie</category></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/1836d6816a19cdea3711e97a43ce0e3d/tumblr_mgucazbcmW1qzwh14o1_r1_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/49928749865</link><guid>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/49928749865</guid><pubDate>Wed, 08 May 2013 08:06:43 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/72d3dd496f58723e4ff7ba0d28892bc9/tumblr_mmc4u2VvTh1qhal7jo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/49771270945</link><guid>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/49771270945</guid><pubDate>Mon, 06 May 2013 08:54:39 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/8f57309f9971d0d58e8d012723a57600/tumblr_miekxjvMVR1rijbg1o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/49770991988</link><guid>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/49770991988</guid><pubDate>Mon, 06 May 2013 08:47:34 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/a1efcc093d00172410b30ca178b80fa9/tumblr_ml7wkjDJ6n1s112nao1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/49770975042</link><guid>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/49770975042</guid><pubDate>Mon, 06 May 2013 08:47:07 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>I need to vent &amp;#8230; since i actually have nobody to talk to, and i have nobody who would spend...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I need to vent &amp;#8230; since i actually have nobody to talk to, and i have nobody who would spend the time to make sure i was okay and make sure i dont kill myself &amp;#8230; i came so close to killing myself the other day, and they only thing that stopped me was the fact i was surrounded by people and they didnt leave me alone. &lt;br/&gt;
But if i had killed myself, would anyone care? I can&amp;#8217;t get over my ex no matter how hard i try, i cant be in a stable relationship because of that, my family wants me out of the house, my mother wont hug me, my step dad hates me, my dad doesnt talk to me unless its about sport, my friends would rather play games than talk to me, i binge drink just so i can be numb for a little while, i dont eat because i dont want to weigh 60kg and because i dont want to cut or i wont be able to stop, i am pretty sure i am failing school, most people call me a slut, and my closest friend is my ex &amp;#8230;. &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;I cried over skype with a friend, and they didnt seem to care &amp;#8230;. i would be better off being alone or dead because i havent felt this lonely in a long time and its making me, suicidal &amp;#8230;. &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Who would care&amp;#8230;. &lt;br/&gt;
Nobody.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/49678772913</link><guid>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/49678772913</guid><pubDate>Sun, 05 May 2013 07:18:30 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/2ab3cde417f30aa7e065c756d82bd7be/tumblr_mhi6r72Yre1rbv6hmo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/49665667673</link><guid>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/49665667673</guid><pubDate>Sun, 05 May 2013 04:18:19 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/2f025539ec41c57a31548aaab332af22/tumblr_mlye3aEBIW1rnqolfo1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/49443587144</link><guid>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/49443587144</guid><pubDate>Thu, 02 May 2013 12:31:07 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>3:30AM rambling. </title><description>&lt;p&gt;Is it bad that i threw up because i am so worried about someone? I just wish they would talk to me &amp;#8230;. HAH! what would they care. I am probably nothing to them. I could be dying and they wouldnt care&amp;#8230;. &lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;All this stress has been getting to me. No wonder i am so run down. -.- &lt;br/&gt;
Probably doesnt help that i am up at 3:30 in the morning watching anime, eating chocolate, worrying about my best friend, and throwing up as a result.&lt;br/&gt;
I am kinda rambling. I am so tired. Maybe i should sleep? Pffft&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/49188592273</link><guid>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/49188592273</guid><pubDate>Mon, 29 Apr 2013 13:35:06 -0400</pubDate><category>rambling</category><category>best friend issues</category><category>anime</category><category>sick</category><category>stress</category><category>unworthy of anyones time</category></item><item><title>Its simple. I want to die.</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Its simple. I want to die.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/47423635918</link><guid>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/47423635918</guid><pubDate>Wed, 24 Apr 2013 09:15:31 -0400</pubDate><category>chocolate</category><category>hurt</category><category>why do i bother</category></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/a2e63ed807134c9ac61f844bbea0d408/tumblr_mhda67pK1j1rr6og1o1_400.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/48194168452</link><guid>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/48194168452</guid><pubDate>Wed, 17 Apr 2013 08:04:48 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>
you say you want to die but,  you still put that seat belt on  and look both ways before crossing...</title><description>&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;you say you want to die but, &lt;br/&gt; you still put that seat belt on &lt;br/&gt; and look both ways before crossing the street&lt;br/&gt; you lock your windows and doors&lt;br/&gt; you would scream if someone was following you late at night &lt;br/&gt; you would run for your life &lt;br/&gt; but you do want to die &lt;br/&gt; you just want to die on your own terms.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/48034983919</link><guid>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/48034983919</guid><pubDate>Mon, 15 Apr 2013 07:45:00 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/487c395fbd5f57cfb06a34f9e9637110/tumblr_mkpadzUSo11qaeynmo1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/47069495132</link><guid>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/47069495132</guid><pubDate>Wed, 03 Apr 2013 21:17:11 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/89c7f58c67ac819c2555cf7fa8852df4/tumblr_mkf8o8KBbl1qhxmgdo1_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/46922550590</link><guid>http://awesometacular-95.tumblr.com/post/46922550590</guid><pubDate>Tue, 02 Apr 2013 03:36:30 -0400</pubDate></item></channel></rss>
